almost a teenager....

i just recently had an appointment with ajs dr. i keep hitting a brick wall where aj is concerned and i wanted to reassure myself i will make it through teenagerhood, is that even a word?!
i kinda figured he will make it due to the fact we have grown adult men in the world. they obviously went through this terrible thing called teenagerhood (if thats a word) i just have to breathe in and breathe out and ask god for help. too bad i love him it might make it easier if i didnt,lol. i'm totally joking of course..


i think one of the "side affects" of this pregnancy is my crazy dreams. i know i've heard woman who are pregnant dream weird things but i dont believe i've experienced it before now. all this week my dreams started with nic having chicken pox. he came to me with dots covering his entire face and i simply said, "oh you have chicken pox. go on and play now." my next dream was about one of jonathans friends, adam. the two of us went to a scrapbook retreat. i didnt know he was gonna be there and he walked into my room and said " hey nobody has a bed for me to sleep in." so i guess i felt sorry for him and told him to have the top bunk but he better not disturb my scrapbooking time,lol. i know there was more but right now i cant remember them. very very strange!!!!!!!!! i just keep waking up going, WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!!
hope everyone has a great weekend...